~Yeong~

Wishlist 2012

2012-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

There is so many things that wish to have in this year

All is about to get it one by one myself

But how long it gonna take? hahaha

1)Healthy
2)Happy
3)Good results
4)"Big" angpau
5)21k marathon within 2hours
6)NIKE sport shoes

7)Iphone

8)Ipad

9)Polar watch RS/FT series
10)Memorable 21st ^^
11)Sungha Jung Albums~

...
...
...
...
...
and so on
and so on...XD
Hope can get all this as soon..aikxxx..jiayou lo~

and finally happy 2012 NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!
WISH ALL THE GOOD LUCK IN THIS YEAR!!!

Revive

2011-12-30T13:35:00.002+08:00

30th December 2011, 1325, Cloudy with sunshine weather

Sitting alone in the room

Planning of doing assignment,

but is okay, make it later. Have a short rest

Look back to my life that I have been in this 20 years

What had I done throughout these years

I found there is nothing

Nothing at all

Just realise that my life

Just like a clown

Go anywhere also just like a passer by

herm~it is~

I dream of many things

So many things that I think that I want to make it happen in my life

but until now it is still dreams~

2012 just 1 day+ to reach

It's the [Time]

When I start all the dream

I know that it ain't an easy path to go

Needs a lot of courages and 'stamina' in order to finish it

Lets us see, what can be done by John Yeong

at the end of 2012.

~~~Lets see~~~

Happy Tang Yuan Festival

2011-12-22T10:16:00.001+08:00

Hehe, Happy Tang Yuan Festival!

This photos keep from last year till now...

Cause yesterday night's I din't snap any.XD

But it is just the same way of doing it.

What I feel, just the warmness and the meaning of this festival.

Long time not home dy wor.

Big big boy miss home dy. ^^

2011-12-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

Harlo~

This is Saturday~
O(∩_∩)O

在忙碌的生活中，我們到底還錯過了些什麼？

2011-12-14T15:11:00.001+08:00

2007年1月，美國首都華盛頓一個地鐵站內，一名男子用小提琴演奏了45分鐘Bach的作品。這段時間大約有二千名市民經過車站，大部份都是上班途中。

... 演奏四分鐘後，一名中年男士留意到這位音樂家的演奏。他慢下來，停了幾秒，然後急忙趕往他的目的地。

四分鐘後，小提琴手賺到了他第一元美金。一名女子停也不停地把硬幣拋進他帽子。

六分鐘後，一位年輕人靠在牆邊聽他彈奏，看看手錶後又離去。

十分鐘後，一位三歲男孩停了下來，他母親卻催他離開。男孩再次望向小提琴手，但母親無情地推著他，男孩只好一邊走一邊回望。幾位其他的小孩也如男孩般感到好奇，但每一位家長都催促孩子向前走，無一例外。

四十五分鐘過去了，音樂家從未間斷地表演。期間只有六人稍稍停下來聽了一會。大約有二十人放下了金錢，但依著本來的步速離開。這位男子最後共賺得32美元。

一小時後，他的演奏結束，車站恢復原狀。他離開時沒有得到任何注意、沒有任何掌聲、任何鼓勵。

沒有人知道這件事，但小提琴手原來是世界級著名演奏家Joshua Bell。他那天用一部價值350萬美元的小提琴彈奏了世上最複雜的作品之一。
兩天前，他在一個演奏廳裡以平均票價100美元的入場費演奏了45分鐘完全相同的樂章。

這是真人真事。

Joshua Bell匿名地在地鐵站裡拉奏，是為了Washington Post籌劃的一個關於品味與價值觀的社會實驗。

這項實驗引申了幾個問題：

在普通的日常生活當中，在錯的時間下，我們能感受到「美」嗎？如是，我們會否停下來欣賞它？在不適當的場合下，我們能否注意到才能的展現？

在忙碌的生活中，我們到底還錯過了些什麼？

-Quote from FB

David Goggins

2011-12-03T17:18:00.001+08:00

David Goggins sleeps 3 hours a night. He has a resting heart rate of 32 beats/min. He wakes up at 3 am and runs 15 to 20 miles. He commutes 25 miles to work by bicycle. He is the only person to complete Navy SEALS "Hell Week" three times. He is the only person to complete Tactical Air Control SEAL and Army Ranger training. With no special training. David Goggins ran 100 miles in 18 hours. In finishing that race in 2006, he suffered stress fractures in his feet and shins, urinated blood and lost control of his bowels. David Goggins completed 10 100-mile races in 2007. He finished third at the 2007 Badwater, a 135-mile trek through Death Valley known as "The World's Toughest Footrace". He once ran 203.5 miles in 48 hours.

"With the Special Ops Warrior Foundation's help we put 266 kids through college last year. And that's what keeps me going. I'll be honest I don't like running. I don't like biking, I don't like hiking, I don't like swimming. I do it to raise money. But now that I'm in this sport, I want to see how far I can push myself. What makes me tick is that pain you feel when you do these ultramarathons. I love knowing that everyone's suffering because I know I can suffer just a little bit more. I can take a lot of pain".-

David Goggins

2011-12-02T10:20:00.001+08:00

~A little sharing~

2011-12-01T21:42:00.001+08:00

Tick tock tick tock tick tock....

The sound of the clock wouldn't stop on the wall.....

There is now less than 24 hours for me

to start the Mid-term combo package

Given by the lecturers of MMU

2, 6, 9, 12, 20 December 2011

Special thanks to cooperation of the MMU stuff, ERU...

I will try my best!!!

YES!!! I CAN DO THE BEST!!!

2011-11-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

After a few years, I finally is back to the stage of Marathon

I am hereby declare that I will not give up anything that I wanted to do

Life is just like Marathon

We can't stop running although we are tired

Always run your body by your mind

not by your physical

You will not be tired if your mind tell your body you're not

Life is full of challenges

We can't avoid but to faced with a braveheart

Next year target:

must finish the race within 2 hours!!!

Choice is More IMPORTANT than Effort [选择。比。努力。更重要]

2011-10-03T12:51:00.001+08:00

在这个学期里27/9/2011考了最后一张卷纸

考完后，总结是-非常的不理想

自己想了很久

从进Degree到现在已近是一年又五个月了吧

是，我的确不喜欢现在所就读的科目

我跟爸说了

爸问了我句话，“怎么样？想转科吗？”

我当时顿了一会儿，心想：当然是想啊~

但是，我回答说：“想~可是有点迟了吧。”

哎~

我现在还能做什么？

自己心里有数

但望，一切都还顺利吧

都快21了=.=

还没有在自己的人生轨道上

悲哀啊~

Life

2011-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Quote of the Day

2011-07-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

"Now if you are going to win any battle you have to do one thing. You have to make the

mind run the body. Never let the body tell the mind what to do. The body will always give

up. It is always tired in the morning, noon, and night. But the body is never tired if the

mind is not tired."

- George S. Patton, U.S. Army General, 1912 Olympian

Yu Xiang 20th Birthday Celebration

2011-07-23T14:51:00.003+08:00

17 July 2011 Birthday celebration for Mr. Tan Yu Xiang, my housemate

a.k.a Sleeping God at my house

Hehe, his "cake" for this year is "Thousand Layer"

which is made of 20 pieces of Roti Canai from Habeeb Mamak!!!

XDD

Happy Birthday guy...

钱到用时方恨少

2011-07-23T00:41:00.004+08:00

这句真的是很适合我啊。

最近除了烦功课与学业以外

就是在烦怎么花这学期的钱

我看，真的需要开始储蓄咯 >.<"

When I Am Nothing At All

2011-07-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

The feeling of nothing at all
It is back again
What the h###
I am really nothing at all

Once again
I defeated
I dun hope I could talk anything
Just hope that I could always keep silence

Sigh in the middle of the night
To express my feeling to my dream
Let it just be my dream
*SIGH*

No Pain No Gain!!!

2011-06-29T01:35:00.002+08:00

Oh Yeah, recently joined the Water Sports Club of MMU, Melaka Campus
I like the group I like the club
It is like my family
We play hard, we train hard

This one is the timetable of our training,
anyone interested, can come and join us^^
Our seniors like newbies that really want to train.
Cause we all having the same goal.
We Go Hard, we Go Achieve something.

Quote from seniors, NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!
Pic:taken from google..XD

We as a Rower, We row as A Dragon in a team!

Market

2011-06-25T13:17:00.002+08:00

This is a place where I followed my grandmother to
during my childhood
It bring lots of memories for me
Everything still the same for me
Just it is growing older and older
It is my life

It is my Hometown, Sungai Siput---> Market

2011-06-07T02:27:00.002+08:00

This novel is quite "outdated" I think...
Unfortunately, I just finish it..hehe
I wish that I can get the whole set of this novel
(This is not belong to mine.XD)

Broken Hearted~

2011-06-03T17:15:00.002+08:00

When I looking at it...
It is really broken hearted...
I know I am not working hard enough...
Speechless to myself...

20th Birthday Present ^^

2011-05-01T00:37:00.002+08:00

Special gift from my dear...
Hehe, it is quite quite long since my birthday...lolxxx XDD

S.i.M.p.L.e Day

2011-04-30T23:53:00.003+08:00

In a sunshine and refreshing morning

A cup of hot coffee, will do... =)

Natural gift

2011-04-10T13:56:00.002+08:00

Finger-style guitarist
My idol
~Sungha Jung~

*Hope you guys will enjoy it...

就是那样

2011-04-08T23:01:00.000+08:00

感觉就是那样
很难受

眼睛
开始汪汪了
因为忍住太久了

唉。。。

叹

2011-04-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

?我尽力了吗?
?为何还是一样?

...现在得到的已经证明了一切...

Beauty and The Beast

2011-03-14T20:57:00.005+08:00

It was started from 11/7

The story started since that day till recent

A story which we do not know the ending

Cause we are growing together...

It is the 247th pages of the story

We might sometimes in quarrel?

In freeze war? or whatever unexpected things...

But still, we are together ya^^

I am not a good guy that will care people well sometimes

Please just forgive me

Cause I am still growing

There is something, sometime word cant tell

Blog can't be written...
Hope you will always be happy go lucky...

Cheer up, my beauty...

Republic of Singapore

2011-03-01T10:45:00.004+08:00

Science Centre Singapore
Merlion + Bugis Strait
The huge merlion is now renovating...so sad... =="
Beside there is so many racing car there...damn it... like it so much
DAMN IT!!! XDXD

Orchad Road + Geylang Soy milk shop^^ yummy...

Sentosa^^Chocolate chocolate

Sentosa 2^^

NUS campus...tell you what...

Dun compare it with MMU please...

You will feel.....aiks><"

Marina Skypark on Marina Hotel

It was so nice...The sunset in Singapore...

Attractive view...

$20 dollar to ride up the skypark...

View and all things up there, worth more than that...

Chinatown^^

Hohoho...

We have our desert at "Hong Ren Tang"...

haha...think carefully before you order...

cause it is really nice, but you must really like the taste..

cause its make from original material...yum yum^^

NTU campus, hehehe dudes, dun compare it with MMU too...

This one... much more....aiksss ><" when you compare it...

Singapore is really a nice country...

Worth to be visit^^

See you again...XDXD

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-18T10:54:00.008+08:00

Hehehe...It was so long that I did not update my blog..

So, now here I am...XD

Just wish to share some photos that taken during CNY

with my family^^

"Gong Hei" from the Apples..XDXD

Cheong Family(Lack of big bro,Johnson..he is overseas :"[ )

Eldership of Cheong family

My family^^

Granparents and grandchildrens

Grandchildrens^^

(hehe,I can sit down there cause eldest brother not around...XD)

Dinner at Steakhouse->The Ship with family

Hard Rock Hotel(Tour)hehe

We actually stay at Bayview Hotel beside it..XDXD

Coming up next... Singapore Trip 2011!!!

If there is a c.H.o.I.C.e.

2011-01-25T23:32:00.003+08:00

Such a long time did not update my blog
It starts rusting..phew
It was now a study week for me
Preparation for the Final Examination during the 6th day of Chinese New Year

What the H###. I LOVE!!! this type of arrangement~~~
Forget about it. Is fine now. Use to be it.

It is really stress mentally.
What can I do?! Use to be it.
haha.
Its gonna be fine.

I am totally behind my study plan because of my participation in
Robotic Competition that organised by Robotics Club.
But, what I gains is experiences for constructing a robot and ext.
It is really cool and feel nice when our first ever robot start moving in front of you.

TCL aka Tang + Cheong + Lai
Tang Chun Yap(leader), Cheong John Yeong(me),

and Lai Ken Kyan(my housemate aka KK lai)
3 of us as a team.

Mission: make a basketball robot.

(include circuit board, structures,

programming of wireless stuff for the robot....)

Vision: Win the match for sure

( But, we din even get into the semi-final XDXD)
Cause, one night before our competition,

our robot still not functioning.

We use more then 36 hours to try on it.
But it is not moving when it is 5mins...4mins...1mins...

before our first match.

3 of us were so sad that time.
Put a unmoveable robot( aka useless steels, rubbish....) on the battlefield,

but Tang still keep on
touch here and there on the circuit board,

just hope that it could move even a single motion.
Its end up with nothing.

TCL are really tired with it.
we dicided to have a rest first.....
At night, our supervisor aka Chong Jun, promise to help us.

( really Thanks for his help ^^ we learnt a lots)
But I am feeling not going that time.
Finally, I decide to attend too, cause it is my first robot!!!

Thanks god, it is finally start moving.
It make us grow mentally.
Dun stop fighting when there is still have chance.
Always Chances given, just see how you utilise each.

...
...

Ehem...time going back for study..Night
John... If there is a choice~~

(will just come back here update all my stuff after final exam end lu..)

Good Luck for all my friends!!!

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

This is it 2010

2010-12-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

This is my long-idle blog

This is where I want to tell the world

Happy New Year 2011

All my family, friends and my beloved

Good luck to all of you guys in the coming new year.

It was so great to have you guys came into my life

There is no photos that I can share here

cause all of the good memory of mine will always in my deep heart

It will always reflash again and again

when I playing my guitar

Ya, it is the rythms of life

To make myself grow up

I need the supportive friends around me

I need my family

I need the love from all.

Happy New Year 2011

Mood SwInG~ing

2010-11-13T19:38:00.003+08:00

As the picture show you

The moon was alone during the day

if it was about to be on the sky

The feeling is just not good to be like that

Long time since the last time feeling...

Depress in my heart...

Trying to be STRONG!!!

HUHU!!!

LiFe huhuhu

2010-11-09T14:27:00.002+08:00

What a day

Eww~~~

Just simply want to shoutout here...

Directionless?!

NO!!!

I have it right inside my HEART!!!

May GOD bless me...

LOVE me no matter when...

Miss the day with my family...

b.R.e.A.k. FiNaL BrEaK

2010-10-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

Tell you what

I am gonna spend my two weeks final break

in the military training camp

It just get started by today

Today is the ever first time I feel the military train

But it is still rookie style for me

Just cause of not prepared well

It make me feel pain after the training

The weather during the training just like hell hot

Its burns our skins

It make us feel the dryness till deep into our troat

This condition make you think of way to survive

First: Keep quite, stay calm

Second: Be discipline, you make it well, they pay you well (more rest)

Third: Appreciate what you have now

........

I like that...

Dun ask me why now...

I will tell you that I will stay with the training for the rest of my University life...

sTaNd StRoNg

2010-09-21T00:21:00.005+08:00

Only to stand strong...

Just can I live till now...

The mood now was so complicated...

Exam week make me mad...

Cause of preparation was not enough

Regret?!

Yes, I am...

But it is not the time to say this now...

Heeyaa~~~

Promise will stand up strong mentally...

With you too my dear...

Your support makes my strength...

P/s: Worry bout my little turtle...it is hurt...

Please stand strong don't give up yet...

Besame mucho

2010-09-10T03:07:00.008+08:00

Besame Mucho

it is a Spanish Love song...

that is very meaningful...

Meanwhile, my heart was just in the rythm of it...

Oh yeah~~~

It is sweet...

One day...

Let us play and sing this song together...

The song of us...

Just allow me to sing it for you...

just wanna tell you "besame,besame mucho"

Night :-*

Miss you~~~

Brother--- Johnson

2010-09-09T13:18:00.003+08:00

It have been long time I din't meet my brothers...

At that day I long way went KL...

To meet him before he fly off to continue his study oversea...

It is sweet and nice to be with my brothers...

It make a feeling of perfection

***L.O.V.E***

Life

2010-08-25T00:02:00.003+08:00

This blog have been blank out for almost a month

Finally I'm back here to write a blog

Why???

Because, I am so tired

I need to study for quiz, but no mood to do so

Causes: i) Tiredness, ii)Sound Polution, iii)Starvation

We live in this world

In order to improve yourself

We need to understand how our life work

How much you pay, how much you get

Foundation for everything is so important

until I have forgotten about it

I just start to realise it when I have gone through a training with my Aikido Sensei

I do a really harmful technique to him

End up with---

defeated by him with a really simple basic

for TWICE...

Finally he told me that I have miss out one small part of detail

Thanks to Dr. Leong to told me there

Else, I become the real victim in the outside world

Quote from Aikido, "Harmony is the most important thing in your life,

there is nothing can harm you if you have no motif to harm others"

**********************************

These few day

I feel the life of Degree

Damn nice huh

All things we need to find out and figure out by ourselves

No more spoon-feed in my world

I know this make me grow up

So I have no hesitate to learn

I will try my best

**********************************

After long time of learning guitar

Finally I got the courage to improve myself more

I set myself a goal

It is, joining a band after one year

Oh yeah

Life of music

Make me alive

...................................

Endless blog..........

Simply..............

Life

2010-07-27T19:46:00.002+08:00

It have been quite a long time

I forgot who am I

As I keep approaching to get the answer

You appear in my life

Bring me a lots of happiness

Tell me what should I be

I found my way

But the time, is not long

I close my eyes

Tightly

I run

To escape from your life

But it is not as easy as I think

Cause you are still you

I am still myself

Nothing can change so easy

Though now there is a new path for me

But I still need lots of time

To find exactly what belong to you in my memories

So that I can look it deep into my heart

Faith Make Life Go On

2010-07-13T15:37:00.002+08:00

After long times of dreaming in life
I wonder
I have lost so much things
Especially time

At home dream, at campus dream, at class dream, at shopping mall dream
All is about dream
I am just like living in the world of dreamland
I wasted so much of time

This type of wastage is what I can't see myself
(正因为我们看不见，那才可怕 by Ichigo)
Because of the quote sentence above
I tell myself, it is the time I need to awake from the dreamland

When I hold you in my hand
I can feel you so much
I know that is no more a dream
One, two...... 2 shooting stars I saw when you are beside me

But you haven't see one
Dun worry
I still want to see the third, forth...ect. shooting stars with you
Alright?

Please wake me up faster
As I need more courage
Degree first year, first sem
I need a better and better beginning of life...

Just Ignore Me,Alright???

2010-06-28T08:55:00.002+08:00

If you really feel that I am some kind of burden
Leave me alone

If you feel that I have do something that might make you unhappy
Just tell me, can?

If I have lost my mind again and make you down
Just scold me, alright?

At least let me know what exact is happening!!!
If you dun want to do anything
Just Ignore Me, Alright???

Thanks^^

2010-06-26T11:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, went a movie with SzeEe, Winnie, YanFen and WeiJie
Wow, before that, we went "Xin Wang Jiao" have our dinner

You know what,
I in-charged take order of water,
WeiJie order one plate of chicken wing+stick..
The three girls order food for all...
We share all food...

After a few minutes of waiting..
Foods started to served
You know what???!!!
The food fill the whole table up till I can't even put my plate on table to enjoy it
CRAZY!!!!!

But it is so nice to have dinner with all of them

After that went to have our movie
The Karate Kid
It is a nice movie...
How much you falls in life, you can choose to stand up again!!!

Last thing to said
"It is really such a long time already...
I make a smile on my face
To let you know I am happy
I stare at you so sudden
dun get shock, cause I like you're walking by me...
I look myself in the mirror because I can saw you too...
May be will forget some sequence of memories with you
but it is already printed in deep of my heart..."

Lie To Myself

2010-06-25T12:04:00.002+08:00

Do so many things to run away from reality
Do so many things to forget what have happen
Do so many things to keep myself alive
Do so many things to let myself clear that you are not there for me

I find that when I more clear about what I want in life
my life is getting more blankly
I find that whenever I try to be run far far away from you
It makes me get more close to you

WHY!!!
Why all this happen to me
What I remember is not the times,days,events,settings....
But it is only a simple feeling

The feeling I have never forget
The feeling that arise whenever I am alone
Arise whenever I miss you
Arise whenever I run away from you

I tell myself, I am now need to lay to my own
But I am more clear that
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE

覆水难收-弱点之一

2010-06-22T00:44:00.003+08:00

看看了那蔚蓝的天；
可惜树叶已落满地。

想起当时候的你我；
我此时此刻无言于它。

我的弱点就是；
太过容易投入了。

对不起。
你不知道。。。
但我了解。。。
最重要的是，
开心就好。。。

Make more promises

2010-06-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today, He told me again
It is really an encouraging things...
He:"Although I am not like you, can study in University
but, I know this can help you, young man.
Always keep in mind, what you do. its brings outcome."

At the time, I am really wordless that even I am a University student
I haven't understand this...
He said:" Young man, although you lost something, dun be sad of it
because a Chinese idiom said:" 塞翁失马，焉知非福"....

I will appreciate it, just give me some times...

This few days, I just try to make my life more intersting...
But all things come at once, I almost can't stand for it...
CLS info corridor (sorry that I can't help in workshop),
Military training,
Aikido training (Sorry I can't go for it, but I want go for grading, can?!)

ARGHHH!!!!!
I am gonna BLOW MYSELF DOWN!!!!!

A Promise

2010-06-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today went for a Forest lane shooting training...
Is really a new experience for me...
It is not so tough...
But my leg going to break down...
Because of the boot given just fit but not bigger... -.-""

During training, have a conversation with a man who
are 10 years older than me...
I ask him:" What is your job?"
He:"Businessman at pasar malam and pasar borong."
Me:" What you sell?"
He:"I sell my soul."

At that time, I realize something in my life...
I dun even contribute a little bit of effort to my life...
To what I have now...
I really feel sorry to myself...

A promise to myself...
I will work harder!!!
Even I am breathless...
I even I stop my breath...
As long as my [HEART] was there...
My dream will still going on!
Thanks, Senior Lee ...
Pain To Gain!!!

No Promise

2010-06-19T21:45:00.001+08:00

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises

I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

Family Night^^

2010-06-04T10:15:00.004+08:00

[Top left: DaiLou. TopCenter: YiLou, Center: Daddy&Mummy, BtmCenterLeft: SeiMui, BtmCenterRight: DaiMui]

There has been such a long time
We did not have this kind of chance to be together
At this final break
7 of us- Daddy, Mummy, DaiKor, YiKor, Me, 2 Mui mui
all at Kedah at the same time

Then my daddy brought us to Auto City to have dinner
We went to Tao- Japanese Buffet Restaurant
It is so nice
Eat so many abalone..XD

The most nice thing is that
we are together...
So, during this break, I stay at home most of my time
It does not matter not going out with old friends
But, family long time once, I have to appreciate it...

Friends, we do still have our gathering tomorrow right...
See you guys in Oldtown^^
*Miss*

Do Or Die

2010-05-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

*Prison Break*
This drama was one of the drama that attract my interest
It is about a man, Michael Scotfield
Trying to break his brother that going to have death penalty OUT

In this drama
You can know the devil-ness of the world
But there is also the kindness of people

~When you have no choice, You have to do what you don't hope~

~Sometimes, Know the least, The Better~

~Just give a little faith~

~Timing is the most Important factor~

..........

P.S: Winnie, don't think about it... This drama will just on screen after 22nd of May. Ok?! Take Care~~~

LoVe

2010-05-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

Each person's love all is a movie
Own are this movie, Lead, Direct

Your this movie belong to.........

Artistic film?
Pathos movie?
Silent film?
Commercial film?
Disaster movie?
......or is......
Erotic movie?
All is your life manner decision!

Appreciate the people you love...
The people beside you...
Support you all way around...
You can make life better...

Even he/she might not the last one...
At least you give a chance to try...
Just give a little faith...
"I understand this, when I know I'm hurt"

Sick is coming to me???!!!

2010-05-02T10:53:00.002+08:00

I think will never sick so easily
But, when I get sick
I'll really sick heavily
Just like last year

When just came to MMU
I almost get isolate because of my 39.* degree...
OMG
I pray to God
Not to let me sick now please

My stomach was damn so pain since yesterday
can't fall asleep till 3am
Even then wake up at mid-night because of the pain
OMG

What's wrong...
Please please please...
Don't try to let me sick now~~~

不敢说的感觉

2010-05-01T12:01:00.001+08:00

写了某些部落
想放上来对某些人说
但是，我还没勇气把它放上来哦
给我些时间，我会放上来的哦。
^^
可爱的你还不在我这里
所以我有时间写部落哦。
哈哈哈
~~~加油哦~~~

I Miss You

2010-04-28T10:10:00.002+08:00

I can't even imagine myself
How was my feeling on you
When the time I'm with you
I just can be a friend

What a friend should be
But then
When in the dark, I'm just can stop thinking of you
Even my dream, you're there

Hugging me, holding me tight
I really hope that I can just stay in my dream forever
I really hope I got the ability to stop the time
I really hope that the time before can return~~~

空虚

2010-04-25T17:31:00.002+08:00

今天
又让自己悬空了一整天
唉~~~

When The Day Approaching Night

2010-04-25T03:10:00.003+08:00

This happened to me for several weeks since that happen
I just couldn't stop thinking of that
The first ever miracle that happen AGAIN on me
Why IT IS called to be a miracle
Because it seldom will happen in my life

Since that till now
Everyday in the dark
Whenever and I can see the clear sky
I think of the time

I can just stops and stares at the dark sky
Fill with stars
It is kind of HOPES to me
I meant it

I promise to all
Make more laughter in my life
Ever
I made it

But, whenever twilight come
I feel the fear
My fear on watching the clear night sky with star
Because once if I see it flying through the sky again
It will definitely bring the tears along

Gone through so many things
I hope it just gonna be a dream
But it happened just not to be a dream,
but a real thing
warmth, feel, recover from the past

I just want to be nothing
But also don't hope be the coward in my life
I don't want to run away from realistic again and again
Because I really miss you

Cause I start to hate you when you're not you anymore
But I'm still care of you
While there is nothing I can do to show it

This feeling was killing me
Everyday and night

爸妈。孩子心里真的很不舒服

2010-04-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

重来我都没有跟您们讲过心事
是我没有机会，还是没有勇气呢？？？

当我在这里留下这部落时
我真的是处在惧怕中
流泪了

因为似乎都没有地方让我寄托难受的心情
您们可以告诉我当你有一天你就这样被人判了“死刑”
你会怎样吗

现在的我真的很想就躲在家里
不要出来了

我想念的是那
最熟悉的陌生人

一天又是一天过

2010-03-31T23:22:00.002+08:00

一天过一天
我的心情从那种漂浮不定
来到了这种比较稳定了
但是
在一个人开始稳定下来的时候
这种时候
是非常危险及不平衡的咯

因为我就站在天使与恶魔之间
只要那么一点
就是回到那种田地
而且还会更糟吧

嗯
现在的我每天就是那么拼命拼命的做东西
？？？麻醉自己？？？
已经处于此状态很久了咯

偶尔有了个舒服的肩膀让我躺着
是多么的安慰
这时候似乎有了催泪的气味
让热泪在眼中大滚

多么想问你
是否能让我好好的躺着
让我就在那温暖的肩膀上安静自己
。。。。。。

我，也许不该那么的懦弱
自己真的没用到极限了
狠狠地把我给打醒
还是
让我偶尔能躺在你的肩上
~~~~~~

别问我什么事，因为你懂我的答案只有一个
也知道我心里想的是什么
对不起，因为我的懦弱

*晚安*

Go iNsAnE!!!

2010-03-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

Just in a sudden
I want to dance!!!
I want to sweat!!!
Cause, I'm so moody!!!

YEAH!!!!

Since 9.20pm-10.05pm
2nd part: 11.15pm-12.10am++
Adding with 40 times push up, 20 star jump...
How nice is the sweat come out...

But better than, if that is the tears of my feeling...
Feel of Missing someone...

I am better now^^

隧道

“到底是要远远看你。。。
还是要近一些更好。。。”
“我用骗人的祈祷，
骗自己我现在很好。。。”

感受:
“和你在一起的每分每秒。。。
多值得我停留在此时此刻。。。”

~fEeLiNg~ (A little bit mess's blog)

2010-03-24T12:32:00.002+08:00

So long time did not has this type of feeling...

Day by days...

When I open my eyes, I think of you...
When you are not with me, I ask:" Where are she, alright?"
My prayers time, will leave a slot for you...
My spare times, I start to fill my life with music...

With all ways...
I wonder why I do things without thinking of myself first anymore...
After sometimes...
My heart tell me,:" You miss her so much you know?!"
Yes, I do...
I miss you so much...

Worries:
What I worry?
Worry that one day I really lost my memories...
I will lost you too...

When I realize all this...
It is too late to stop myself to continue..
Because... This is
~~~FEELING~~~

~tHe EnD~

2010-03-22T10:27:00.002+08:00

Finally, the busy days has come and gone...

One thing I realise that...

Like this type of feeling...

Cause...

Make me numb enough to forget who am I...

The one, ME suppose to be, was coming back...

But, when all this busy days gone...

What I worried is not my own things...

But, is what has I gone through...

I worried because of this end, all things change...

I worried because of this end, all things return...

I worried I worried I worried...

I hate this kind of feeling!!!

I make no promises...

Because promises are not allowed...

What I want, is a things that seldom will come...

What I don't want to happen...

Happen at most of the time...

Argggghhhhh...

My hindbrain, pain!!!

What is that???!!!

Am I gonna to lost something in my life later or soon???

Untitled

2010-03-12T03:08:00.002+08:00

当一个孤独的男孩经常对你厣厣一笑时,他已经喜欢上你了

Quote from an E-mail...

~~~Feeling a bit meaning on it~~~

累了

2010-03-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

嗯。最近开始是累了吗？
是的，开始有累了。
但是，我答应我自己。
在我倒下前；
我会完成想做的东西。

就在我倒下前。
我答应我自己。
也答应你。

《隧道》-送你的歌

2010-03-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

时间一分一秒

星星像白云自在的飘

独自坐在公园一角任凭风冲进怀抱

十二点的钟声传遍了城市每条街道

期待拥抱又害怕会被你知道

到底是要远远看你还是靠近一点更好

我不确定你是不是我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷骗自己我现在很好

和你在一起的每分每秒就像走过彩虹隧道。

时间一分一秒

同一座城市相互寻找

独自坐在公园一角看着雨后的青草

十二点的钟声传遍了城市每条街道

有谁知道我现在矛盾的心跳

到底是要远远看你还是靠近一点更好

我不确定你是不是我一直要找的主角

我不确定你是不是我找梦中见过的主角

我用骗人的祈祷骗自己我已经看到

我用骗人的祈祷骗自己你没有看到

看到不安的背后是微笑是我们的彩虹隧道。

阳光地下我的新像羽毛跟你飞过彩虹隧道。

欢笑不停围绕她很美

我却无法选择要或不要

到底是要远远看你还是靠近一点更好

我不确定你是不是我找梦中见过的主角

我用骗人的祈祷骗自己你没有看到

阳光地下我的新像羽毛跟你飞过彩虹隧道。

JohnYeong

？~到底~？

2010-03-05T02:37:00.002+08:00

~到底是要远远看你~

~还是要近一些更好~

我想我被这两个难题问倒我一段日子了啦。

这首歌，忘了它的名字。

谁有听过有这两句的歌吗？

没错是篮球火里的歌哦。

~帮我留意看~

。谢谢哦。

~我觉得自己很自私~

味道

2010-03-04T17:52:00.002+08:00

每个人都有自己的味道。

自然的味道，当然是会很让人喜欢哦。

你是否知道？

你是否会喜欢呢?

嗯，我很喜欢就这样闻人家身上的味道。

哈哈哈

这会恶心吗？

没办法，有时它们来得太悦鼻我抵抗不了。

已近很久很久都没有这样闻了咯。

因为要闻到别人身上的味道。

除了，你有很少很少的距离哦。

难道不是吗？

慢慢的，闻到了对方身上的味道。

多么的幸福啊。

因为你就那样贴在他身上。

听到了一首

它说:'希望你能躺在我胸膛流泪。"

这意味着，你的忧愁，希望你能信任我。

让我来为你分担。

听到了。。

心里只是想到，希望我也有机会唱出那么一段。

同时，也想说的是我的胸膛。

希望能装的不只有你的泪。

更希望的是，你的笑声。

你懂吗？

嗯，慢慢的解放。

会比逃避好过哦。

Have in Mind instead [HEART]

2010-02-27T11:31:00.002+08:00

Follow the beats of your heart...
Feeling the beats...
Having the warmth...
Express it in the way of music, shall I?

Don't ask me how much Have you in Mind...
Because there is no any formula that I can use in this world...
Don't ask me am I fall into you...
Because the answer is there just right front of your heart...

Was't it?

大番薯说：“我不是傻子，只是想那样简简单单地陪你度过。”

勇，不等于说我对一切都一样地，勇

2010-02-13T15:04:00.002+08:00

(Noise from the heart is leak~~~)

(Where is the story from?

I heard back…)

(Have to share it out… Because feeling of symphaty…)

(Do not ever make any comment after reading ya?!)

(Thanks a lot my blog follower…)

是否能放弃所有一切。。。

就在这一秒。。。

凌空消失。。。

不想再这样的活下去。。。

我真的真的很难受！！！

谁能体会。。。

您知道吗。。。

这让我觉得，我活在战场中的一个家庭会更加好过。。。

您能体会吗。。。

！！！没有！！！根本没有！！！

只知道要保住身边的东西，但却远远的抛去了大家的好过。。。

我还能怎样。。。

我已经变了。。。

我真的变了很多很多。。。

朋友面前。。。

开朗活泼。。。

回到房里却也还能静静的做自己的事情。。。

但是，谁能发现在被单下。。。

我是多么的难受，多么的想就不活在这样的世界。。。

[要好好读好书知道吗。。。]
[要好好考好，有机会就出国去知道吗。。。]

这些，我都几岁人了啊。。。

我当然是知道啊。。。

哪个那么智障的会不懂啊？？？

[别管那么多，你们会搞好事情。。。]

这些我已经听到厌倦了。。。

已经足够了。。。

每当一靠近这个地方。。。

我就开始不能承受那种恐惧了。。。

那种多么多么不想看到的东西。。。

我能避免的方法---逃避。。。

。。。还是。。。

~~~逃避~~~

对了。。。

那么那么久了。。。

其实什么时候我都有机会能靠近这地方。。。

是温暖？温馨？体贴？爱？

是，你是属于一切的一切。。。

但是，

我却把所有机会。。。

都用不同的方法给盖掉。。。

就让它埋得深深的。。。

今天。。。

到了今天。。。

我知道了。。。

原来我的一切，就是从这里开始的。。。

结束也该从这里结束？

本来应该是的。。。

但是，我觉得没那个可能啦。。。

所谓你们常说的。。。

覆水难收。。。

我会找个自己的防空洞。。。

我会好好自己的活。。。

我不再要依赖。。。

我终于的知道。。。

人活在这世界。。。

就是得独立！！！

自己的防空洞。。。

=自己的避难所

=自己的生活

=自己的方式

=自由的缘由

=脱离的方式

Main Character : Un-announceable

Narrotor : John

A Wonderful Day

2010-02-13T14:35:00.002+08:00

This is a really a wonderful day for me…

The 19^th year I’m born into this world…

Full of different types of people…

Different types of things that will happen…

Just today is the most happening day have ever I experience…

10/01/2010

Today, just start of this day I had got the surprise from some of the Youth Camp Orientation Committee…

The time when the light is off…

[STUNNED]

I have blanked my whole mind…

Slowly followed by the singing of Happy Birthday Song surround me…

And the light from the candle arise into my eyes…

Hohoho… This is the first time I have my own Birthday Cake!!!

Thanks a lot guys and girls!!!

I really feel so touching you know!!!

The phone call then make from my housemates that in KL…

Ya, is cool huh~~~

Thanks for you guys!!!

Although there is nothing at all…

But the most I want to get is wishes…

This is what I hope for…

A simple wish, make a light year distance’ different…

Then, at the afternoon of 10/01/2010…

I have went out with some of my course mates…

Also, thanks a lot for you all…

Cause during this day…

Suppose you all need to stay back at home to get ready the assignments…

And also… coming Final( for that time )

But, you all make a change of it…

You all have spared your time for me first…

Then together we complete up our assignment together…

Also, Thanks a lot for the wishes from my friends of Aikido Club…

Thanks huh…

Last but not least…

Thanks for the socks ^^

And also the slide …

So special… and also touching…

Final PaRt of 2009!!!Finally!!!

2010-01-14T08:28:00.004+08:00

2009

Come here to me with so many undiscovered things!!!

And it come here with something that changes my LIFE...

Something Im waiting for it so long before...

And also something I not hope to be at all...

One can experience so many things in one year...

Even in just a split second...

The Game between two, finally ended between us...

Ya, is a past, let us just make it a history...

Leave it alone, it is 2/5/2009...

Some also can experience something unpredictable in just a few days...

I registered for MMU just one week before it start the 1st day of June Intake...

Because I din't know I would be here before...

With late registeration...

Im here with you guys and girls...

My MMU Engine's Gang, MMU' Aikido members, and MMU' CLS members...

Keep is alife, it was 2/6/2009

MMU Aikido Members(Seminar's Grand Dinner) Engine 's Group^^

There was also something unknown that will happen in our life...

It was a bad dream of life...

It just happen withins 10 mins after I leave my house here(Malacca)

With all my Engine's Gang, we decide to go for Kareoke session after our pre-calculus test...

But end up with turning 720 degrees in this world...yup...it was an accident...

Is is so unbelieveable im still here to blogging...

Lets Bless us...

Lets us appreciate Life...

Accident can happen anytime, anyway...

It was so wonderful that I finally can join a club that I so hope to be in...

It was a Martial Arts Club...

Im hereby now a Aikido Club member...

Hey guys, martial art are not for us to Fight...

It was an Art...

An art of Life...

Use you Life to experience the Art...

This is the 1st time I'm finally get out of my house...

Out of my parents eyes sight so far away...

It finally happened ya?!

Erm...

But,ya.... There is still have a taste of MISS...

My parent,2 eldest brothers and 2 younger sisters...

All the past...Lets just Quarantine in my page...

Oh yeah...It was the last day of 2009...

I have celebrate it with a few of Youth Camp OC...

Wuhu...It was a wonderfull night ya...

A simple and nice Count Down of all...

GOOD BYE 2009!!!

Missing Notes FOUND...

2010-01-05T11:21:00.010+08:00

PART I
What a day is it???
[Hohoho....]
Who was that flying across the sky during the meaningfull night???
Oh no!!! It was Mr. Santa Claus...
Tonight Gonna Be a Good Night...
This Christmas Eve, I went to Protugese Settlement with some of the No.80 members...
Huhuhu...The taste of Chritmas was coming to us...
Surrounded us when the clock is approches 12am of 25/12/2009...

The christmas decoration of the resident over Portugese Settlement...
Nice huh?!

Huhuhu...some of us^^

Here just 7 out of No.80 members, the rest of them are not coming because they are celebrate with their family...Miss them...

*********************************************

25th December 2009~~~Merry Christmas!!!Hohoho

Although today is Christmas Day, but I din't celebrate it grandly

But, I just celebrate it with two of my friends.

They are....Kenny {Haiz....} and Khai Xian {Lagi haiz....}

Haha, anyway it is so nice to celebrate with them....

At night, so nice that Mr. Fu*k cooked the Christmas Dinner for us...

He was a bit excited to take photos with his food...We also wonder why...haha

After our dinner, we going to Dahdaran Pahlawan to watch Avatar,

unfortunately...FULLHOUSE!!!

So, we watch Teasure Hunter from Jay Chou...walao...damn BORING~~~

This is just how I spent my Christmas with both of this guys...

===================================================================

PART II

This is a little short Note about a small family of puppies...

Yup...sure they are cute...but then...

They make me does not sleep for two nights=.=""

Hoohoo...All the black puppies is male and the only white is a female...

And some more... They poopoo and shit shit all over our house at one morning...

Lagi =.='''

===================================================

PART III [Final part for 2009!!!]

To be continued......

Coming Soon.....

Warm That From The Heart...

2010-01-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

31/12/2009...
This is the last day before 2010...
At the day before we step into the last day,
Me, Keruey, Fuyong, Winnie, Erica and QianQi are playing squash at plaza siswa,
Then later we went to Habib Mamat to have our supper...
Hoohoo...How nice yeah...

We chit-chatting until 4.30am in the morning.
Haha, finally all decided to went home lo.
Cz Keruey has a class at 8am later...huhu

But then, because my house is so far...
So all of them accompany back to home, then just went back to their home at EP and Ixora...
Wow...this is the first time that all my friends send me home like this..
Huhu...so touch...
Thanks all of you for giving me a last day in 2009 such kind of warm...
Thanks^^

Aikido National Kyu Examination

2009-12-13T22:42:00.001+08:00

A photo taken from Low sensei's car. Cool^^

Photo taken in the dojo.

Today is the Aikido National Kyu Examination,held in
the headquarter of Aikido Association...

At about 4.30am we have to wake up to prepare and gather at campus at 5.15am.
Then we depart from Melaka Sentral to Puduraya at 6am.
Wow,everyone was still sleepy.But, feeling nervous too ecspecially the higher kyu' member. They are revise back the technique by watching some video.

By 8am, we reached Puduraya and went to pasar seni to take Monorel to KL sentral, because the HQ just near by there. Then we find a shop to have our breakfast.

When we reached the HQ, many participant had already arrived and we start our streching and warming up section. Because of one of our Dojo member doesn't has partner, so I pair uo with one guy from IMU Dojo and ask my partner to pair up with the lonely member^^

Wow, just for a little while we warm up, the grading section has started. I'm the 2nd group to go. It feel not so nervous but it is really need the stamina to stand there. Half-way we do the technique, my partner ask me to slow down, may be i'm nervous, or may be he felt tired.

After I finished my part, I sit down beside the mat, and watch the higher kyu grading. All of the participant has done well in the grading, but I personally think that who are in 3rd kyu really need to practice more, sorry to said that too, because I can't feel the different but even worst then lower kyu. There is nothing call the flow happen in the technique, and also spirit to carry out the technique.
Howerver congrate to all that passed the grading. The next grading for me will be at next year, 2010 March. Now, I'll practice more and harder for the 4th kyu technique.

We are on our way to HQ

Hoping that I'm able to get the way of Aikido, and Qi that need in doing the technique, so that the flow of technique can be done without using up much energy like what our sensei said.

Friends, don't ever think of fighting, because you come challenge with me, I would tell you aikido is not the best among the martial art. I also want to mention that, martial art is an art that need us to use our spirit to going through, we must understand the "Dao" (Way) well. I'm also not good enough to fight. If just want to share some experience, it is most welcome for me to do so.

Anyway, congrate to all the member in MMU Dojo that passed the grading. Let us practice more for the next grading in this few months^^

时间

2009-11-25T11:01:00.004+08:00

时间那么飞快的过去了。。。
嗯，十年前错过的一场流星雨。。。
期待期待。。。
等了那么久，我终于又看见了它。。。
你说要看是要有运气只要一抬起头就会有。。。
运气，大多人都相信。。。
我不例外。。。
可是你要记得哦。。。
运气怎样来都是得踏出第一步。。。
去争取。。。它才会更靠近你哦。。。

谢谢你愿意出来陪我看啦。。。
因为有些人都不相信我讲有的。。。
更有些人没那么有耐心像你那样的等待哦。。。
随着布满夜景的星空。。。
你，我都看到了不同方向的流星。。。
超棒的感觉哦^^
难得的机会不知是否还要等几十年后的一天哦。。。

记住。。。
运气也是得有踏出第一步。。。
也是得有技巧。。。
有配合。。。
它才会表现出来的哦。。。

真爱是怎么一回事？？？

2009-11-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

爱
是一种感觉。。。
是一种体谅。。。
是一种期待。。。
是一种关心。。。
是一种愿意。。。
是一种诚心。。。

爱
就得
让对方开心。。。
让对方适合得到应该得到的。。。
让对方心灵舒服。。。
让对方觉得受保护。。。
让对方感动。。。
让对方有些少空间。。。

爱
有时候
是种放开。。。

爱
没有了
就算怎样的继续都是一头空
为何总要牵拖着对方不放。。。
得到的又有何意义呢？？？

全部的假象。。。
你觉得对方会好过吗？？？
对方想要的只是好好一个人过。。。
而最后你还是那么的牵拖，那是什么啊？？？

喜欢
有时候也必须放开
才会真的在情场上
真正的付出

@伪装@

2009-11-16T07:59:00.000+08:00

笑不真。。。哭不整。。。
脸上带着的笑容。。。
跟平常人一样。。。
对。。。
就是嘴角弯弯。。。酒窝自然的露出来。。。

可是。。。真正的笑容不是在快乐时才露出的。。。
而是。。。自然的挂在脸上。。。

哭。。。伤心本来就得哭。。。
男人。。。谁叫你不哭。。。

在我年少的时候身边的人说不可以流泪
在我成熟了以后对镜子说我不可以后悔
在一个范围不停的徘徊
心在生命线上不断的轮回
人在日日夜夜撑著面具睡
我心力交瘁
明明流泪的时候却忘了眼睛怎样去流泪
明明后悔的时候却忘了心里怎样去后悔
无形的压力压得我好累
开始觉得呼吸有一点难为
开始慢慢卸下防卫慢慢后悔慢慢流泪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会痛哭一回

明明流泪的时候却忘了眼睛怎样去流泪
明明后悔的时候却忘了心里怎样去后悔
无形的压力压得我好累
开始觉得呼吸有一点难为
开始慢慢卸下防卫慢慢后悔慢慢流泪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会痛哭一回
不是罪
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
再强的人也有权利去疲惫
微笑背后若只剩心碎
做人何必惊得那么狼狈
男人哭吧哭吧哭吧不是罪
尝尝阔别已久眼泪的滋味
就算下雨也是一种美
不如好好把握这个机会痛哭一回

可是何时。。。
有人愿意对我说。。。
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you wait for love and you're alone
If you call your friends nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh, let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh, just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are gettin' cold and blue
When the days are gettin' hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone
Who cares for you
If you're feeling sad
Your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

What real love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What love can do
Love can do
*************************************************************************************

~JY~

~空间~需求~

2009-11-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

我。。。
觉得真的是活在一个不由自主的生活里。。。
你告诉我，放开了。。。
我尝试了，可是，并不是我不要放开。。。
并不是我要垂头丧气。。。
而是因为。。。
心“中”一点“苦”。。。
苦在心中。。。
所希望的是得到自己要的生活。。。
我只希望能好好追求我想要的。。。
但愿时间许可，让我能追求到。。。

巧克力啊。。。
何谓每天每餐都带巧克力。。。
甜蜜的味道。。。
对就是那味道。。。
你想要。。。可是来到了你逃避。。。
我想要。。。我却无能为力。。。
只能请求时间等我。。。
给我机会付出多那么一些。。。
过后你要怎样的答案。。。
你再说哦。。。

What Tempo are u giving me now!!!!!!!!

2009-11-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

WT......!!!!!!!!!!!
yo!!!!
why why why why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why jz want to be like this!!!!!!
hey come on.....
Im jz 18....u know!!!!!18!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to enjoy my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLZ!!!!!!!!!!
I do what I suppose to do edi!!!!
But why still din you believe me!!!
If you dint going to believe me......
Im so sorry....this is me!!!!
I need to hv my own life!!!!
I need to be myself.......
One day I feel the hard, rock, techno, critical tempo in my heart......
I CHOOSE TO BE ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!

I say really....I need freedom.....
I need my Adolesence Life...plz let me enjoy it....

~JY~

If I got the chance...

2009-11-09T08:15:00.000+08:00

If I got the chance...
Or either you given me the chance...
I wish I can play the music of your life for you...
I wish I can follow the tempo of your life...
Or make your tempo from slower to a better tempo to be...
Yeah...
I know I still din't add in any intro for you...
Hope the chance...
Will never go b4 the time had gone...

~JY~

Music In My Life

2009-11-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

Huhu...
After a few years, finally i get my own guitar...
Jz a normal guitar, Santanu guitar...
With a nice voice, like it so much...
so I try all my way to get it...
Hope at least this is my choice and dont border bout it ok?! This is my life...

My life... Jz like music...
Verse 1...oh yeah 1 2 and 1 2 3...let us go....
Then here come with the verse 2...Chorus...

Now in my life jz at the chorus...and plz...
plz dun so rush me to the next verse...
My life dunwan to be that rush...
Come to my life...Use my Tempo plz...
Ya, my Tempo.... Jonathan's Tempo...

Dont rush me to the following verse...
And my key is played key by key...
but not "STICKY"...

...

My Life...
My Guitar...
My Music...of My Life...
My singer...is in My Heart...

~JY~

Jz Need More Wills To Make It....

2009-10-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Aikido National Seminar will be on 7&8/11/2009

On 7/11/2009, we will have a dinner at Equateria Hotel...

Wow...im so stress for now for the performance...

Erm...really need more Wills to complete my practice...

Welcome To My Life-Simple Plan
Right Here Waiting- Richard Marx
Love Story-Taylor Swift
Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You- Shane

So....so....so....stress...as im not pro in guitar yet..
Give me some courage plz...someone plz help me...

Need some break...For a Longer rUn...^^

2009-10-16T11:21:00.000+08:00

This is part of No.80 's members^^

Gary

Xin Kok

Yan

Denny Boy

Mickey Mouse

Kk...kkkkkkk

Mr.Fly (Bin)

Sam (Mr. Laughter)

In the 1st semester final break...

No.80 boys ang gals had went to a trip...

Oh yeah...relaxing...enjoying...happying...

Next year on 101010^^
10 pairs^^
Hope the wish coming true^^

最后一瞬间的感觉。。

2009-09-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

嗯。。这几天都在忙考试哦。。。

终于，今天都考了第三科，但是觉得考得不是那么好噢。。。

嗯。。。怎么了。。。心真的是好空虚哦。。。

下午打算跟朋友出去。。。

就是到了那时，转了两三个圈，真的是人生的新感受哦。。。

生命就在那么靠近关头的时候原来是没有东西可以让我们考虑了哦。。。

世界完全空白了。。。留着的只是空白的一切。。。

所以我们真的要好好的珍惜身边的一切。。。

不要等到最后那一瞬间才来后悔。。。

附注：朋友哦，今天的事别那么在意了哦。。。最重要的事大家都安全，平安无事哦。。。
有什么可以帮的尽管开口哦。。。能帮得一定会帮的哦。。。
业哦。。。早日康复哦。。
宪哦，人没事就好了哦。。别再担心那么多了哦。。

你的出现

2009-08-22T11:33:00.000+08:00

在没有任何原因下，你来到了我的生活。。。

在没有任何借口下，我常见你出现眼前。。。

这是缘？？？

我都还不能做到向你说。。。

我真的很想你常常的出现。。。

能为你做的，只有，想办法让你开心。。。

虽然，相比他们我是天和地之分。。。

我没有天分，我没有技巧。。。只有静静的守候。。。

看见你的笑容就是添补我心灵的空虚。。。

幸福时候，替你高兴。。。

伤心时候，肩膀借你。。。

谢谢你进入了我的生活。。。

p/s:sorry guys, yesterday if I let u all worry...im now feeling better...
I'll do that cz.....我没有天分。。。

Make Trouble in Mydin-Part 1

2009-08-15T01:55:00.000+08:00

2day after lunch i went Mydin with my few housemate oo...
By Bumble bee...hahaha

They are....

KK.Lai...The Bumble Bee driver...
Occupation:IT worker

Denny boy...The strategy planner...
Occupation:Business Info. + Goldfish man...^^

WengWai...The KapSiao wan....haha
Occupation:IT worker too...+ co-driver for bumble bee...

We go thr bought somwthing for our dinner we going to cook this few days oo...
After we get all our things...
We feel really sienz oo...
And somemore the staf over thr got a bit no manner wan lo...
so...we...hahaha....make trouble to them...

We had shift some item to others item place...
Let us c some of it...hehehe...

Bottle of Knife Oil on the F&N shelther

5 litre oil on the biscuit shether

Champagne on the Dish Soap shelther...

Oil on the kicap shelther

After that we pay and go...hehehe...

And we had park back he trolley for them...in the nice parking area...

Lastly...the manager had thx us so much...
and welcome us making trouble for the following Part...
So he greet us with...

Island Red Exploration...Found out,Turtle=ZiHui

2009-08-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

Character Introduce

Name: Stupid John Age:1* Blood Group:C

Name: Sze Ee Age:1* Blood Group:Unidentify

Name:Leslie Age:1* Blood Group:D

Name:Turtle,Guma (Zi Hui) Age:Infinity Blood Group:Indefinite

The story start with a little stupid alone on the way to Island Red...(So fat=="")

Long long way to Island Red
In the Island Red Cafe,after lunch...we took some photos oo^^
(The lunch had been robbed by turtle,so no picture are took...^^)

After photo section, thr is a Turtle section...wahahha
We played 5 games and Ms. Turtle become 2 time of turtle,Leslie 2 time, Sze Ee 1 time and finally stupid john 0 time,if im not wrong....(so sad hor^^)
All the turlte hand are here...hahaha

Ee and turtle's hand

Ee's hand

Leslie's hand

All of us...

Hand clear...so sad...aik...why??!!how come i din get??!!hahahahaha
After that, all of us bully Turtle...

We ask Leslie to scare her(Turtle)

Bcz she force us to post...cute==""b4 we play card...wahahahha

Victory to defeat the Turtle Queen...Cheer!!!

End of story???
To be continue...Long way to go...
We still need to bully the little Turtle (Herself told me she is strong wor...so, we need her to prove it lo hor...Bully Turtle is a must...^^)

P/s:some part is cut, bcz photo is not taken as in my idea...==""
Next time will b a nicer story for u all^^

Human Development=Human Life

2009-07-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

Ms.Masyitah doing demostration for massage theraphy...

Today in my Human Development lecture class...

Ms.Masyitah lecture us about the infant emotion...

During the 1st few month until grow to be a child...

At the end of the lecture class...thr is a bonus part...

She taught us how to overcome the lower weight of a baby...

to overcome this, we mux do the massage theraphy for the baby...

...gaga...jz a few simple step to do it guys....

If u wan to know...jz ask me if u wan la...wahahaha

Hardest time had ever gone through

2009-07-04T13:00:00.000+08:00

On this day...i went to blood donation with my fren, Goldwin....

We donate blood at CLC ,MMU,Melaka...

Oh no...Im a haemophobia actually...

During the whole process I jz turn the other way round to avoid seeing my own blood flowing out...waahhahaha...

after donate I feel really nice of it...

That jz miricle that im not that scared after that donation...

God Bless ya....^^

1st time cooking^^

2009-06-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

2day after I wake up...

I found out that my housemate, Danny,Gary,Zh Cheng,Weng Kok are going back to home town...

Then, jz left me, Yi Xian and KK...

Haha, b4 gary & so on going home, I decided to cook the lunch for all of them...

I also invited Goldwin and Zhen Sin to come along...

I hv cooked Sardin, Red Bean+Egg ang the final ever main dish is Lamb Meat...

Haha,so funny that I jz keep making unneccesary mistake when cooking...

Thats is pour the oil o he wet pan when on the fire==""

Yi Xian jz keep telling me not ok not ok with this...

Where by KK also come and help me by teaching me how to pour that plate of meat into the hot pan..

Wakaka...finally I hv finish my 1st time cook...

Erm,the comment from my frens is Standard man...wakakaka

p/s:Goldwin, u promise wanna cook back for us wan oo...^^

Fuyoooo....hhhh....

2009-06-18T14:31:00.000+08:00

So damn man...the 1st ever assignment in University is from Human Development...

We need to group 5 in 1...

Then find 40 articles and write descrition...

So lame need to produces a booklet from so so so many book researh...

aik...so cham lo...

Put all efford edi la!!!

Haha...Zhen Sin same with me too^^heng chai~~~

1st day in MMU

2009-06-16T11:09:00.000+08:00

15/6/2009 IS THE 1ST day I start my 1st class in MMU

The 1st class I attended is Pre-calculus in Engineering..

Ms.Heng is our replacement teacher for this week while Ms.Ng is suppose to be our lecturer..

Oh yeah it is such a nice subject to b...

haha,the 1s class I attended wif Zhen Sin, after the lecture v jz know that Zhen Sin hv attend the wrong class^^wakakaka

What the funny thing is that Zhen Sin also attended the 2nd wrong class when he go alone...haha, wha a shame...

As a conclusion, Zhen Sin had attend the wrong class the 1st day,

while I had follow the wrong guy in m 1st lecture clas...wakakaka...

Orientation Day of MMU 2009 (8/6/2009-11/6/2009)

2009-06-12T10:49:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah that is such an amazing Orientation...

Im in Team Green it is represented by Monkey^^ hugaa huga...

Where by my Mobile OC are Mat Top (Cool man)...

Im same grp with my housemate, Danny and Zh Cheng...

Wahaha, the Orientation hv a bit bored, but the most interesting thing is that the spirit of Monkey...Huga huga huga

our papamonkey hvlost his voice at the ;ast moment....

so pity, Mr. Vicky...

At the Orientation Night (11/6/2009) is so wonderful night..

We, Macho Monkey group has win the Overall Champion of the Sport Carnival...

Anything, jz congratz to all Orientation guys...

Really enjoy of it...

It will nvr happen in other place out of MMU^^

Cheer UP FOR ALL THE FOSEE OF ENGINEERING^^

Farewell Party

2009-06-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday(3/6/2009), my KUMON's colleuge have a small farewell party for me

We have it at KTV of Sunway Carnival...

it is such a nice place man...

We enjoy singing and drink some beer(men only,ladies jz drink cola..haha)

We reach thr by 2++pm and hv some walk in Popular lo

I hv bought 1 new Red Pencil box for myself..yoyo

haha,then we went in ktv by 4pm and finish at 10pm

after that we ate nasi lemak at Ah Bai Nasi Lemak lo...

haha,1st time eat so many pack leh...hehe

This day is such a nice day for me ^^

Jeh, Haojie,Josephine, Soo Wen, Yi Ling is who join me^^

Thx Guys^^

要开学了哦~~~

2009-06-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

嗯，等了好几个月，终于要开学了哦
早上刚刚知道7/6/2009我们需要到MMU报道
8/6/2009-11/6/2009是Orientation
所以呢我6/6/2009就要过去了哦
嗯，现在呢最烦的是没有地方住咯
康文和Goldwin你们就好啦已经Book到Ixora了
真的好美叻，有泳池，健身房的
而且地点离JayaJusco只是两公里半
离市区就只是八公里哦
我呢就得看看明天他们给的答案了哦
如果没有位的话我就需要在老爸朋友家住哦
还要自己驾车15分钟叻
哈哈那么就6/6/09见面了哦^^

小小的自我认同^^

2009-05-29T09:26:00.000+08:00

在这之前，我真的非常的烦闷
自己一直不被大家认同的感觉
就说朋友就好了
口说是朋友
但是呢
出卖的就有吧
但是也还好哦有一班的兄弟还是站在身旁支持着
有时候
最亲近的人是得防
因为他有很多朋友让你交
但是都不是你要的
之前为了逃避吧
我选择到沙捞越念书
但是后来申请了Yayasan Telekom Malaysia的奖学金后
发现Multimedia University in Malacca也是不错
就去申请了但是当时已经多截至日期很久了
希望非常的渺茫咯
但是，很高兴的是两天前我终于被入取了哦
而且是特殊情况叻
真的是很开心哦！！！
这个特殊情况真的给了我很大的推动力
因为大学先修班的考试需要考到3.5/4.0才能继续哦
我会加油努力的哦
朋友们，谢谢你们的支持哦
我会继续努力的！！！

P/S:1）依静啊，我现在真的是阳光男了叻！！！哈哈哈
2）桂兴哦，我们几时可以出来喝茶啊？？？
3）友志、有杰、宇宏，你们在槟城如果我6/6/2009有过去的话我会通知你们的哦！

一切的一切早就不属于我的

2009-05-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

一年又是一年的过。。。
原来过了那么久都是那么那么的费！！！
人家可以那么一笑而过，自己却是那么的在乎狼狈
大家都笑我笨
可是我觉得一切都是值得的
因为我可以忍受
夜里我用诚恳的心来求佛
曾经以为付出了就会有结果
原来一切一切都是自己的头太大了！！！
在我的世界里我们是见不了光的
但是在他们的世界里却是可以光光正正的
我的心又再狠狠地被划下了这一刀
在这世界里，真的是有些事情你不去真正了解比你了解了更爽快啊
我要离开
不是要逃避
而是不想再蠢下去了

噩梦的重演

2009-05-19T12:22:00.000+08:00

嗯，真的好久好久都没有那么发生了，
那些梦是一直不断地重演，
都过了一段时间，我还是一样牵挂着，
每天早上都是被那些一段段的噩梦给惊醒
明明就离我不远，为何还是要那么跑开啊
拼命地追还是追不回来了吗？？？
从开始到现在
这是第一次
真的是第一次
它发生得很真实
啊~~~
真的是好痛苦
放不下的叫活该吧！！！
心中的歌：-
~我可以忍受
~开不了口
~一笑而过
~爱与诚
~会呼吸的痛
~征服
~记事本
~舍不得说再见
~听海
~复刻记忆（方大同&薛凯琪）

~母亲节庆典~

2009-05-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

今天母亲节哦，但是从早到傍晚我们都没祝妈母亲节快乐。

这不重要啦哦，最重要的是帮了妈一些忙啦^^

嗯，傍晚的时候我托朋友买了一粒水果蛋糕和一支粉红康乃馨花准备给妈一个惊喜。。

Just Break的水果蛋糕和康乃馨哦^^
1/2kg的哦，有草莓，荔枝，芒果，葡萄和KIWI的叻。。哈哈，超好吃。。。

真的很感谢这个朋友的体贴、贴心哦。。。真的是很谢谢你哦。。。

你的蛋糕和花都很细心地帮我准备哦，第一次那么丰富哦^^

晚上我跟妈去游泳的时候两个妹妹就准备了东西，布置了一下妈妈的房间。。。

等我和妈妈回来了。妈一进房看了布置我们就从后面拿出了蛋糕站在她身后。。。

哈哈哈，她就很开心吧。。一直是那边笑笑的。。。

妈咪拍照哦。。哈哈。。

切蛋糕仪式。。^^

我跟妈咪拍照照哦。。。(我的头发好乱哦。。^^"")

两个妹妹跟妈被我Freeze 了起来哦。。。^^

母亲节快乐哦。妈咪。。

不好意思啦，我爸爸和两个哥哥不在咯。
因为老爸要出门公干，老大和老二就在外面读书哦。。
但是，还是快乐哦^^

亲爱的奖学金

2009-05-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

奖学金哦，怎么你就是要离我远远而去啊。

我真的是很希望我能得到你哦。

哟，我会继续的上诉啦。

得不到的话。好咯。我LL咯。就拿贷学金吧。

真的是很不舍得你拉。。。

我要努力下去啦！！！

Bengkel Yayasan TM 26/4/09-29/4/09

2009-05-08T11:37:00.000+08:00

嗯嗯，其实这个营是过了一段时间啦，我现在才有心写了哦。
我觉得这个是个非常棒的营哦。它是用来观察我们这些申请国内、外奖学金的学生的品行吧。
嗯，当天总共有整160++人哦，其中40人是已经面试国外的优秀生。他们真的厉害到。
但是唯一不爽的就是他们好像跟大家有一种距离啦，可是大致上都还好哦，都很热情。
在这营里，工作人员都有一个口号，就是哦
"wear what u want,do what u want, WE ARE WATCHING U~"
哇，讲到这个就够力咯，我们这4天里，每一天都穿着formal从早上8am到隔天临晨12.30++

26/4/09 第一天哦。
我们就先集合在 Perhentian Kajang哦。去到得时候好像才看到一个马来同胞穿着formal。看了还以为我去
错站叻。
我都没想多就在那边附近吃咯，才吃饱，去拿beg时就看到全部的人都在等了，够力到。
蛮多人的哦，我们就去了Kem Brago。
真的是很偏僻哦，途中还看到 University of Nottingham哦。
我们刚到得时候就坐在食堂咯，认识了好几个朋友，最后还住在一起。
嗯，那就是，来自Terengganu的Eddy。。身高190cm。
-Sarawak的Mr.Freddy
-Melaka的Mr.Matthew（很酷哦^^）
-Selangor的Mr.Juin Xiang(读书仔叻=="")但是他真的是很厉害的咯。讲话一流。^^""
-Selangor的Mr.Hassan （很会跟人打交道哦）
我们到了坐了大概一小时就被安排进房间哦，14人一间哦。超爽的是有冷气哦。哇哈哈哈。
嗯，晚上9pm我们就被叫去听taklimat哦，听到11点多的，真的是有够闷得叻。
那边电话线很差的咯。DIGI的Yellowman死了咯。找到半死才有1个bar。。
算了，睡觉咯。

27/4/09 第二天
我们一早就起来做早操，哇哈，他们都乱乱来的才做一下都没有流汗就走了。真的是“读书仔”啊。
但是，全部都是隐瞒实力的啦。因为过后做的活动哦全部都放出来到完咯。
今天呢，我们就做了好几个活动哦。
其中有认识你组里面的人哦，认识了又认识，真的是熟道差不多要烂了啦。
但是唯一很好的就是这样让我们更有胆量在组里面发挥我们的实力哦。
我们当天还被叫去设计一个荒岛。2人一组。
超惨的耶，当我们组才出来present的时候，不倒5分钟，就开始跟那个死鬼facilitator争道理了咯。
那就是我讲解得时候咯。才讲到保留山区怕被污染就被问一大堆，原本只是一组5分钟，我们就用了15分钟，而且都还没有讲解完叻。
哈哈，还好就到了夜宵时间啦。11pm多了咯，还有很多组要讲解哦。
过后，我们还被吩咐要做好一个拼图哦。哈哈F4的哦。过时了啦。
他们给我们的时候还是一样，你们要做就做咯，不要紧的啦。
他们讲到那么的勉强真的是很想打下去的咯。
我们当天就是穿着formal做拼图到2am++的咯。

28/4/09 今天经典的地方来咯。
一早吃后，我们就回到我们组的基地。
然后顾我们的老师及就叫我们建立一个公司。哇。。。
要有什么Chairman, CEO, Manager什么的。
我就中了主席咯，因为做组长嘛。当天我们一讲话就讲了3小时++没有得停啊。
就到了中午，开始有点累了，就去吃咯。
吃了回来，他有叫我们继续讨论我们的东西咯。
突然间，他中断我们了说，“你们现在设计一个产品。因为TM的CEO现在要来了，他们要来观察你们的实力什么
的。你们现在呢就设计一个对TM有用的产品。时间=30分钟”
哇靠，哪里有时间啊。又要模型什么的，又要设计产品，又要想节目来迎宾。
我们当时真的被炸到了一下，全部都很累了，就一直尽力想了啦。
最后还是成功了啦。当CEO进来的时候。我叫他们拿椅子给他们坐，妈的，没人懂我讲什么的喔。
我行动了他们才跟。。
我们就开始我们的产品介绍咯，开始是组员的广告啦（用来带出产品的）
过后就到我们介绍了，我是最后一个介绍的，我过后还有几十个组员是要讲别的东西的。
我才讲完CEO就起来了，他说可以看看你们的产品吗，我们就说可以啊。
他就过来看看了，然后就说，嗯，你们做到很不错哦。
我们TM就是需要你们这样的人才，有创意、有意思、对我们的公司很有贡献。
称赞道我们很开心啊。但是，多一下的时候。
他就拿我们的产品来摸摸看，他就说什么来啊。做么那么轻的（因为那是纸皮）
嗯，他就摇摇他，竟然有东西掉下来，（惨了==""）我们就有队员去拾起来。
他问，你们很珍惜这样东西的吗？我们都说是啊，况且是很花心思设计的咯。
过后，他就说你们用的材料根本就比不上幼儿园啦！你们这样就要我们买产品吗？？！！
过后就拿我们的设计丢在地上，踏啊，踢啊，还撕到烂烂的，我们当场直接吓到呆了。
我们还试着阻止，还被骂到惨惨了哦。。
哇塞，傻了，气直接上到肺了。嗯，大家忍啊忍得。。
终于有人忍不住去跟他说，但是，还被骂到丑头。。哦，我的天啊。什么事啊？
当CEO出去以后，我们就在那边检讨到底什么事咯。
哇靠耶，顾我们的人尽然说那只是在演戏啦没什么的啦。哇！！！
原来哦每一组都是中了一样的招啊。历年来都是有一样的考验的叻。
是用来看你忍不忍得住气的哦。才能做大事哦。
哈哈哈，够力哦。
嗯，今晚最后一晚咯，很多人都很迟睡哦。
我也不例外啦。尽然跟组员谈到两点多。哇。。。
嗯，其实很想打电话出来的，但是，线真的很难找啦。哎~~~

29/4/2009 最后一天
今天是最后一天所以也没有什么特别的事咯。
他们都叫我们自我检讨什么的，尽然还发现我们当中尽然是吸毒者啊，什么种类的人都有哦。
因为我们这营的主题是。。。JUJUR。。。
结束以后我们就回了哦。我坐了第一趟的巴士到车站，最够力的是，我们的车2pm++到车站。
我去买车票回双溪大年尽然是。。11.30pm我的妈呀。其他的票都被卖光了就只好等咯。哟。。
真的是闷到极限的咯。还好有几个朋友陪我到9pm。
吉润小姐哦，你怎么那么快就走了啊，也没正式告辞一声的。哟。
还有，我们的Mr.Eddy也在等你跟他说拜拜的哦。
嗯，Eddy哦，真的很高兴认识你哦。

123 321 1234567 冰男回来咯^^

2009-03-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

哈咯，各位亲爱的网友们哦，我真的很久没回来这了哦。

我现在真的是要回来好好搞好我自己的部落了哦。

希望我的归来真的能为自己好好经营好自己的部落哦。

希望大家能多多支持叻。

休息。。。

2009-01-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

STOP!!!!!全部马上停下！！！！！不不，你们照照走吧。。

我的速度很快的，但是我需要休息。。。

嗯嗯，我也需要休息啊。。。

这一切打击，一切伤害，发生全部不开心的事、一个接一个。。。

真的很压力。。。谁来了解我。。。

嗯嗯，你吗？他吗？谁啊？请报上名来！！！

嗯，真的很压力。生病不是什么，心痛才是令我更难受的。。。

新工友^^谢谢你~~~

2009-01-03T23:32:00.000+08:00

哇哇哇，新年快乐、快乐新年啊！！！

呵呵，好快的，就这样在2009年里，我们已经过了3天啊。。。

可是，才过了3天，我就感受了一些新的东西哦。。。

嗯，之前我忙着做团体的事情，日夜奔波、得到的，被人误会。。。

接着，为班上跑上跑下、得到的、冷漠、无情、与那对我来说邪恶的改变的对待。。。

过后，默默的低着头、改变了一切，为的只希望能改进、得到的、是那无法儞补的伤害。。。

现在，成长中的挑战、早出晚归、工作到发病了。。。

还好这时候有。。。PANADOL在手！！！哈哈哈，开玩笑啦。（冷到哩）

还好有新的工友来了，那就是豪杰哦！！！超棒的哦。减轻了一些负担哦。

希望，接着来的新人能快点进来哦。

因为真的忙到，我想变忍者了啦！！！因为可以分身哦。

【嗯嗯，对不起让你受惊吓了。嗯，也许第一次踏入社会需要些热身先，加油哦。我永远支持你！！！
没有你的帮助、真的很遗憾。。。】